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[November 23, 2006] |
ahhh thanksgiving
im thankful for lots, that air goes through my lungs, that my friends and family are there for me day in and day out. i really have nothing else to say. happy holidays and i love you!
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| hero. |
[November 11, 2006] |
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| hardships |
[October 21, 2006] |
i wish i could go back and interview anne frank
she is my hero
she is my role model
i wish i could be half the woman she was and maybe one day i will be
tonight i ripped up my old journal
im moving on and i do not want to read my old memories anymore
the bad ones at least
its about time i start a new chapter in my life and its going to start now
i've been thinking about colleges lately and i cannot stand the thought of having a 9 to 5 job
i need to go explore the world and do everything
will you come see its beauty with me?
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| tredidation |
[October 8, 2006] |
my biggest fear is religion. yes, being stranded in the middle of the ocean doesnt exactly have me jumping for joy either but religion scares my shitless. i was actually debating whether to make a postcard for post secret or not. i made one and i'll post it later [even though it wont be a secret anymore]. so im scared to commit to a religion and believe in all its aspects because well, what if it wasnt true. i know thats where faith comes in but i dont know.
help.
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| fathom 101 |
[September 29, 2006] |
im going to do something recognizable.
i will be remembered.
im going to cure cancer
im going to stop hunger
anticipation, i love it.
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| panegyric |
[September 26, 2006] |
i use to dwell over wanting to be other people. i would daydream about having their life, friends, family. all of the above. it made me so happy then i came back to reality only to find myself in a monotonous lifestyle. all the people i looked up to had something in commen, they made something of themselves. so this year and last summer that was my goal. i wanted to be a girl that other people admired in a way. i am extremly elated with where i am right now. i've come a long way and i've made a lot of myself.
lately i've been thinking a lot
since my first day at madison i was trying to be someone i wasnt
i wanted to be friends with all the cool kids and until a few weeks ago i had still wanted to
now i can finally say i am happy with who and where i am in life
and a lot of the people i wanted to be friends with arent that great
i hear the gossip it aint pretty
im so thankful for my friends and what they do for me
shoutouttttttt
i would also like to add that im done tring to impress people
i'll only try to impress people i care about and hardly at that because they dont care. haha im not making sense. i only care about what the people who care about me think about me. otherwise go sucka fat one.
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| far away |
[September 24, 2006] |
i've been listening to nicklebacks far away song and the formats mess to be made
i miss you a lot more than you know
im counting the days til you come home
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| DWI |
[August 29, 2006] |
Fashion is my passion
but my winter collection will consist of sweatpants ans a shirt
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| A charm invests a face |
[July 30, 2006] |
love is anterior to life,
Posterior to death,
Initial of creation, and
The exponent of breath
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| a poet can survive anything but a misprint |
[July 27, 2006] |
Im not writing this for anyone to read. I dont expect anyone to read this. I've changed a lot, and I would like to thank you. You made me realize its alright to be myself and not someone else. I love you for that and for everything you have done for me.
The other day I bought a 5 dollar painting of a 1940s pin up girl at this antique show. I really love that time period.
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| you are lovely |
[July 25, 2006] |
baby,
I love you. I love everything about you. You keep me strong. You keep me alive. You are apart of me. You are my first true love and I never want to let you go. I swear when we fight, I feel sick.
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| wipe your face |
[July 20, 2006] |
"you dont have to live at the top of the reef to be a somebody"
-SHARK TALE
good shit.
my best friends mother died this week.
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| birds;;bees |
[July 9, 2006] |
there can be 2 definitions: one negative, the other positive...
1. a girl who has sex but does not enjoy it, who is used by guys and lets them do it. She does not have the self respect to make them stop.
2. a girl who likes sex, so she does it. She probably is not in a relationship, and she equalizes herself to guys by treating sex the same way they do.
The difference between the two examples of what society labels as "sluts" is that one has self respect, the other does not. No one should be called a slut anyway, especially when the name "slut" is a purely judgemental and stereotypical one, and no one really knows the real story behind it all, which is pretty much always the case.
"She has sex...therefore she must be a slut."
I completely disagree with that, but thats how society sees it.
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| nick oh teen |
[July 6, 2006] |
Instructions:
1) List 20-ish things that you want to say to people, but never will.
2) Don't say who they are.
3) Never discuss it again.
1) I think you're a horrible person and you are too angry. You cant ever take the blame for anything and its really gay.
2) Stand up for yourself. I really wish you could settle things with him, because I miss them.
3) No amount of popularity can even amount to the good times i've had with you, I just wish there was a way to prove it
4) I think I love you, I wouldnt know, and that scares me.
5) You're really cute and bubbly, sometimes its too annoying ps, you brag too much
6) I cannot find any faults with you. You are simply perfection, you make me smile really big. I hope you have fun in England, dont forget me
7) I hope you can finally find peace with yourself and your past
end
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| seizo okunaka |
[July 6, 2006] |
She's doesn't deserve to be
In no place like this, all alone
She underage and so very, very brave
Her fake ID lent her credibility
She sits at the bar
The gents are gonna try so hard
He said it was a one night stand
But the alcohol didn't let her understand
Yeah, he said it was a one night stand
A one night stand
So what made you think that he couldn't find a door in the morning?
When he found that bed so easily in the dark
What made you think that he couldn't find a door in the morning?
When he found that bed so easily in the dark
So the bartender who tends to pretend that he's concerned
Says, Girly, girly, you're at your best (you're at your best)
When you're sober
And she slurs, No, no, just one more
And one turns into four
The fourth drink instinct is taking over
And the gentleman is leading her towards the door
So what made you think that he couldn't find a door in the morning?
When he found that bed so easily in the dark
What made you think that he couldn't find a door in the morning?
When he found that bed so easily in the dark
She thought that she could buy happiness by, by the bottle
She thought that she could buy happiness by, by the bottle
She thought that she could buy happiness by, by the bottle
So what made you think that he couldn't find a door in the morning?
When he found that bed so easily in the dark
What made you think that he couldn't find a door in the morning?
When he found that bed so easily in the dark
He said it was a one night stand
But the alcohol didn't let her understand
Yeah, he said it was a one night stand
A one night stand
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| operation dassomenastyassshit |
[July 2, 2006] |
I hate when radio stations play those R rated commercials,. Like this morning I was in my car, enjoying the nice breeze outside and all of a sudden I hear, "DO YOU HAVE ERECTILE PROBLEMS?" awkward, I think yes. My dad was like okk enough of that.
Penis's are gross.
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| secondhandsmoke. |
[June 30, 2006] |
"I always tell the girls, never take it seriously. If you never take it seriously, you never get hurt.
You never get hurt, you always have fun. And if you ever get lonely, you just go to the record store and visit your friends." -Penny Lane
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